I haven't used my blog in a very long time. I was very conflicted about it. In some ways i was embarassed of it, in other ways my life was in such shape that I felt nothing I said would be worth reading. I'm at a point now where I feel I'm ready to say something worthwhile again. That's not to say i've got my life fixed but I have my mindset in the right place. I know almost nobody read this thing anyway but hopefully if I write they will read.